YWednesday, July 27, 2005
Why is it that each time no matter how hurt that person can make you feel..
Love will elude everything and make you want him back?
I've been hurt and it has been so long....3years....why can't I let him go?
I am soo confused in my own feelings and my thoughts..
What am I to do now?
He's heartbroken..by the gurl who's supposed to be the only one he really loves..
BUT he's the only one i ever loved..
Im not gona appear to b e desperate at any cost. He's not interested and that's that.PERIOD.
Does it matter in the end? What I feel?
i doubt so..cuz either way, im not gona have him..we are never gona get back together.
Msgd him and got back in touch..BUT i can sense his hurt over his breakup..
I've decided to just be his friend...and leave it as that.
Coz even if we are together,I will be his rebound..obviously.
I have never stood a chance in his life.
I have always been his rebound..and it sucks literally to realise that.
How to move on when he's the only one i ever loved?
why cant i forget him no matter how hard i try to hate him...........
FcuK..this stinkz.
I know u people will tel me that im only 18...more experiences and nicer guys will come along...
I've only been hurt ever since i lost him..he's irreplaceable..most of u will not be able to understand..
U don't have to try to if u can't..
Love really stinkz...
It's taking over my thoughts..my mind..my heart..
I can't let this prolong......
How am I to stop it when it has always been there?
I Miss him..
I still love him..
No matter how much hurt he's caused..I can't let go..
I'm just gona be patient..at least try to be..
I hate him= wat a freakin contradiction!
I just wish we'd just get back together and be happy again...
If OnlyWishesCameTrue
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